This film is on a maddening loop...

Somebody said these lives come and go. You'll be here again. I believed the idea in principle but it seems you have to experience some things first hand before you really take them to heart. My cycle is big and it takes a long time for me to go around the sun. But I have. I'm talking about my mood, my outlook on life, my particular position in life. Each time around I seem to be getting better at recognizing mistakes and worse at letting myself fail. I just went through a very rough spell. Two years or so of watching my life dissolve away. It's happened before. It will again. This new life of mine is going to be different, better than ever, I'm sure. I am filled with thankfulness for yet another go-round.